St. Patties Day

Thomas and I joined Mitch Koch, Jordon Merrill, Katrina Eck and Zach Sawer for a night at P. Wexford's.

Pictures

So i'm taking a digital photography class and here are some intersting one of my friends Zach and Mikaela Koppers at Hughson Coffee Co.

Trying

I realize at times i can be a very trying person :) but right now is a very trying time in life for me. I feel like i can do nothing right at work. Why am i a manager? I want to do well and be a good manager, but i have no help in doing so... it's the blind leading the blind. Why can't others see this? Why did i have to get the 15 min lecture yesterday?

sigh. and most of it over a sigh.

i want to be myself and i want to be good at it. i don't want to be in conflict. i want to not have to play games to figure out what someone is really trying to say. i want to be able to say what i mean well.

i want this semester to be better, best.

i'll make myself feel better by looking up plan tickets to visit my friend Carrie in April :)

Who I am, Who I'm not, Who I want to be

I found God
on the corner of First and Amistad
Where the westwas all but won
All alone Smoking his last cigarette
I said, where've you been?
He said, ask anything.

Where were you?
When everything was falling apart.
All my days spent by the telephone.
And all I needed was a callIt never came
To the corner of Firs tand Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

But in the end
Everyone ends up alone

Losing hope
The only one who's ever known
Who I am, Who I'm not, Who I want to be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

I've been calling for years and years and you've never left me no messages
Never sent me no letters

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

my birthday

Carrie Berrie


the "drink" table



my cake

krista and i

mitchell brickle

peter and lauren

me blowing out the cake

people having fun at my house on my birthday

carrie and her to-go box

complimentary dessert

my dinner


anthony and thomas

jenn and courtney

carrie and i at dinner

Happy Birthday

happy birthday to me...happy birthday to me...happy biiirrrtttdddaaayyy toooooo meeeee....happy birthday to me!

I am 24 today. Woo woo. Off to celebrate :)

Christmas

Christmas in pictures


my empty wine glass, rachel's tea and ruth's pretty stuff


dinner at the "kids" table



we got my mom a canary

chelsie's present from Bryan

Thomas and I

a mouse

my mom made mice, they were super tasty

mmmm food

chelsie and bryan