at work

ok, i'm super bored. i've cleaned tons but don't feel like doing more since my work check was returned and then rent bounced... Why am i still here? sigh. I need a different job, any ideas? pray for me. please.

So on a lighter note, i organized a Rock Band competetion last night at the Flying Dutchman Coffee Co. and it was a success! We didn't have a TON of people show up but enough for me to bring in half the day's revenue. We only had two "bands" show up. one was my friend George and his crew, although they brought the TV, playstation and instruments. the second was a group of boys from the Monte Vista H.S. youth group. they were amazing! they played on expert (the highest level) and got at least 90% on every song they played. it was awesome to watch. i sang some and it was an overall good time. i now know how to do it better (faster, stonger lol) next time.

i should have taken pictures... mmm, another thing to add to the next time list.

truth

I've been calling and calling for you
But you answer and I shut my mouth
I've been searching and and searching for you, but myself I don't want to be found.

You say I am
You say let go
You say believe
But it's not that easy for me
You say wait
You say right now
Don't you see your already one foot at the ground

You say
I've been wicked and wild and wrong and I've wondered the price of my shame.
I've been hiding my face for so long it's a wonder that you know my name.
You say come home
You say I'm here
You say there's some things you just can't control.
You say let meYou say believe
Why do you search for the answers you already know?

You sayI am the way
and the light and the truth
Don't be mislead by the flight of your youth.
Have faith in the things you can't see to believe.
what if you had faith in me?
You say rest here
This is your home.
Don't you see that you knew I was here all along?
You see

~Saving Jane